People intend to use the word "ugly" alot and fail to realise nobody is ugly ,A parent cannot reject their all because people claims the child is ugly rather they will love the child regardly of what people think.
I often said it that no woman is ugly ,the real beauty of a woman unveils when money is spent her ,So as a man take yours and create the beauty you so desire by spending on her. Those beautiful ladies you see were inspired by someone's money to transform her.
Likewise yourself, you are not ugly ,the moment you start to see yourself as beautiful and as relevant enough then you can control others opinion about you, think less what they say about you, spent money on yourself to look good then people will be surprised at how you tranformed for good.
Command some respect and values to yourself.