I had to up my medication recently, since C19 hit; recognized I was not handling things well.

With the SSRI dosage I'm stabilizing on, I'm not sure it's psychologically possible for me to intentionally create drama at this time.

Sorry to disappoint. Gotta deal with a more mature, stable Bob moving forward I guess.

Building this ranch really fucked my head up good, with all the subcontractors fucking things up left and right, and almost 2x cost overruns at this point so far, never mind having to near-drag a neighbor into court... Christ give me strength...