what a bullshit is that
when no person loans me money how can i proof myself that's just saying to a athlete why he can't meet a certain criteria just because he didn't proof himself or compete in his discipline
In other words, you need money for your gambling addiction and IF you win MAYBE you will pay back.
Loans are for short term help until own money comes in, there is nothing coming in for you obviously.
You can bump this thread another 50 times, wont help you.