I always lock myself in my room when I face big problems like losing someone I love, work and even losing money while gambling. usually after 8 to 9 days, all my feelings will return to normal and start to get better. I really have a hard time hiding my behavior when I'm at a loss and it still happens to this day.
Better look for psychologist and you will deal with your financial issues positively since negative mindset can lead to mental damage.