Is there a way out of this? Please am not asking for books to read. I need real life experiences of those who passed through this and overcame it.
The way I see it, learning crypto is like falling in love. At first you may not understand your partner but with each passing day and the quality of time spent together, you get to know the person better. I failed at my first attempt to learn about Bitcoin. But then, I started again by asking a lot of questions. I'd ask my queries on Google and click on the first search result. As time when on, even after I had found Bitcointalk forum, my interests started to become streamlined. One other thing I did was to avoid joining a lot of communities online because they were just too many and distracting with message notifications popping up here and there. By now the OP would have already gotten an idea on the direction to take from the replies of the other users.
maybe you will right that mate cause this exactly what happen to me when I came across in the world of crypto currency and especially in bitcoins I did not know or let say did not get what I reading from searching about crypto but all of a sudden day by day slowly I learn and know more about what I am aiming for. And for OP you don't need to be hurry cause in the right time knowledge will come and you understand what is in the world of crypto.