Not that I want to go into your private things, but yesterday the price was under $18k, and you're buying today for $19 500? They say it’s never the wrong time to buy BTC there are only better and worse moments, and now is definitely a much better time than 2 months or 2 weeks ago.

Waiting or buying now is a question that no one can give you a precise answer to, because few believed that the price could go this low - and who can say that it will not go even lower in the coming days or months? In any case, I do not see that your next targets are unattainable, although the question is how realistic they are.