Dude you're a psycho, trust me You're truly sick for real.
I feel really bad for you i mean tracking who is sending merits and for what on the internet, u must have no life outside your house funny how gets so angry if u dont get a reply from strangers to fill your ego and u feel the need to revenge, just amazing is this your life ? u must be an ugly nerd or a very high chance a disabled person. aren't you?  Plz whatever u do Do not kill yourself there is always God brother.