You're not sure but you just consider something?
That's not a sign of high wisdom or intelligence, but maybe i'm completely wrong here  
You tend to compare yourself to the rest of us, which is not a sign of high self awareness either.
At least, getting offensive because of (alleged) offenses is not a sign of good self control and consciousness.

I'm just trying to say... If you take drugs, change your dealer. The stuff is obviously doing some serious harm.
If not... well...