There is nothing wrong with that, addiction comes naturally when a gambler's mindset changes for money rather than pleasure.
I forget about how many wins I've ever had in gambling because it probably doesn't really matter to me to remember. I like some games but wouldn't be too eager to win anything big, $50 a day is already too big for me and probably never going to be as often as before to take the risk.
In the end I just want to gamble responsibly. Gambling is not going to solve my financial problems, it must be logically correct but I never know when the lucky day will come for something big.
If you want luck in gambling then that's a natural thing and all gamblers expect it to be. but in gambling what I often experience is the initial defeat which makes the game situation even more tense I mean the initial defeat will have an impact on an emotional level that I can't control which ends in defeat. $50 is enough capital if in the game we can get an early win and that could be luck for you at that time. in slot gambling you may have to know the course of the round after the round and the time to raise the bet and also the time to lower the bet if this can be done I think $50 will be $200 in no time.