because I was careful to deal with something that might aid illegality.
you'd better erase this your wrong mentality, here you said you're dealing with bitcoin and not altcoins and moreover its not an illegal act to engage the use of bitcoin even though the governments may not support it while some uses other cryptos for the said illegality, also i want to believe no one has taught you of any illegal means to acquire bitcoin Excel if you're with the wrong people or personally decided to.
I later discovered that I was naive at that time, the latest development/revolution in Bitcoin made me ever feel bad and I had lost a lot of opportunities in the past to this.
you can still make hay while the sun shines, it is never too late investment, especially now at the dip.