I agree with NeuroticFish that being your true self should make you more comfortable and can be known by the many contributors who may struggle with you before. I may be more than you feel if I regret the backwardness of knowing the forum and bitcoin. My principle is that when I can't exchange fiat money, I can look for bounties and signature services here. actually altcoins also have many phases and choices and I don't regret being a child yesterday afternoon. Thank you for sharing your story about your past and your father's.