Mod, no desire to delete your message in that altcoin section, except: you were detected and violated some rules in this forum.
for example:1. No zero or low value, pointless or uninteresting posts or threads. [1][e]
2. No off-topic posts.
3. No trolling.
4. No referral code (ref link) spam. [1]
I strongly suspect that among the four written rules, one or two of them you violated or you don't know it.
I think this forum is not suitable for you, some of your posts have been deleted, you have blamed others, you should read some of the rules first before starting to write and fix where you made mistakes don't be pessimistic.
But that's okay, if you want to leave this forum, hopefully you can get a better insight into Bitcoin/crypto out there, if you want take care of your emotions and stay positive out there.