Hi everyone. Im very upset while im writing this lines. Everything begun 2 months ago. I was started to playing gamble. Everything was okey before 3 days ago. But i lost my everything in 3 days and i got ambitious. I borrowed money from banks and i lost all of them. I don't think I could pay the money. Im thinking the suicide. I need your ideas.
Best Regards,
Heibo
Suicide is a huge gamble.
The down sides of doing it are terrible.
Hell maybe.
worse is nothing.
or how bout you realize you close the loop on your life on a deadbeat song and are told you will repeat your life over and over and over again always ending with the same stupid move of suicide.
I am a compulsive gambler.
I did two intentional drug overdoses trying to kill myself.
I also suffered with acute psychosis along with ptsd for 10 years.
But I quit gambling.
stopped using drugs
met a girl married her in 1986.
still with her now in 2022.
So you can help yourself.
Try to find a gamblers anonymous group near you .
They helped me get well.
I would wish you good luck but you do no need good luck. You need to stop gambling.