The whole situation is actually laughable ( lol ), each member here, if not all here got bashed and lambasted when they actually was a newbie innit the forum. When you're not doing the right thing or a user feels your opinions are not correct you tend to be corrected from them. ( You have to see that as positive criticism )
I can relate, all of what you wrote, you did with your emotions still paranoid. This is the internet, get a thicker skin, have some ball's mate.
You get tougher and everything gets better with time. Take your time to observe and read  more, don't be too quick to write shit/spam.

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"hacle".  Well, my guess is that people saw what you wrote before they had a chance to ignore you, so they responded however they did.  I'm posting first and reading this thread second, so I don't know the whole story, but I'll tell you that it's not uncommon for relative newcomers like yourself to get shit if they post something stupid/illogical/troll-y/whatever.  I guess I'll have to check your posts.
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I seriously think what he wanted writing was " WHY DO YOU TACKLE ME ? "  LMAO The user wrote all of that with his/her emotions.