Losing 10 bitcoins in a few months is obviously not okay and it's fair to say you're frustrated because this is a pretty big loss.
I have again starting trading and came here to share my past and get some valuable knowledge from fellow traders.
But looking at the quote you've made here it looks like you've managed to get over your frustration and it's definitely a good thing. The experience of losses and the feeling of frustration at the losses that have already occurred can be a good lesson now and of course you already know by now the consequences when you start trading again.