In my early years of experiences in gambling, I always think that I will gamble to win big amount of money. This kind of mindset is really frustrating whenever you reached a balance of 0. It's really frustrating and sometimes it stresses me out. But recently, I realized that I should not play like that. And for many months and year to come, I am planning to play just to have fun of it (of course only if I afford to lose it)