there is nothing wrong from losing when we are beginners because this will add experiences to what we did wrong and use it to not happening again , and also those chances are way to improve our attitude and mindset in market like this in which very volatile.
there are some of us who have lose many times before starting to earn and I am one of those. so expect losses but also learn from it.
And the sad reality is that we first suffered losses, and commits mistakes before we realized our wrongdoings. Though we don't want this to happen, unfortunately, we can't also escape this from happening to us. Just like it happen to you, I have had several losses as well in my trading life which sometimes put me down and even think about quitting, however, I realize that there are no sweet rewards if we don't suffer difficulties. Facing these things makes us think wisely and make us stronger to accept what are the results even if it was not what we wanted to happen.