~ Yeah, you can watch them hitting big multipliers on slots on YouTube, and it's an interesting spectacle indeed. Only "fucked up" is hardly suitable here, mate. You are "fucked up" when you bet $10k and lost it at once. When you bet 30 cents and win $18 million with that bet, "You've done a good job", they say. Although, in fact, it's not you, it's the universe, like in many other cases of lucky turn of events, but who cares? 
Well, luck is something very good and unique, everyone who has that fortune enjoys it in their own way, however it is always good to buy even 1 ticket because you don't know when you have that touch of luck, but it catches my attention after 5 years to realize what a tremendous award, that fell from the sky, for me it is something very good, personally I like it when a person receives awards like that, in some way they deserve it, because if we get to see everyone they deserve it, only that kind of luck is good to look for, with the purchase of a daily ticket or something you can get is one of the safest ways, you don't know but at some point you get it.Yes, me too. When you see someone's winning big, and you know it's not staged, or something, you know it's genuine, it feels really good. Firstly because the more happy people in the world, the happier the world is overall. And secondly, you see that a big win like that is possible. You can be one of them winners one day.
It is really bad if you do really make yourself that being dragged into some huge interest or boost up of feelings whenever you do see big wins.
Its not bad on being inspired but you should always mind off about limitations and other stuffs.