I am a big advocate for self help, and if you had been putting $10 per week since the time of your late 2015 fuck up (or let's just say it took you nearly a year to figure out that you fucked up in late 2015), so you could have started buying back into bitcoin 6 years ago at $10 per week, then by now you would have invested $3,130 and you would have accumulated right around 0.7 BTC. 

Not exactly world-changing, but you would have had more options by having 0.7 BTC right now rather than not having diddly squat and resorting to pitiful begging practices.

Of course, if you had been more aggressive in your investment approach, and you had invested $100 per week rather than $10 per week, then you would have had invested 10x more with $31,130 invested, and nearly 7 BTC.

Ever since March 2020, I have suggested that people in the west try to be more aggressive with their investment into bitcoin with something like $100 per week rather than $10 per week, but you need to figure out your own situation in such a way that you are careful to invest within reasonable and prudent boundaries of your means - without getting too aggressive and without relying upon pitiful begging that is really showing that you likely do not have much if any scruples in regards to figuring out ways to build for yourself rather than expecting handouts - in the event that we can eve believe the truth of your original story, either..  You have not presented yourself as a very sympathetic character and making it worse with your begging bullshit. As if anyone should give any shits about you merely because your original post resulted in an interesting topic..