I do not have the total of how much I've won with the games I gamble with. But I can say that it's near to breaking even. As much as I want to win most times, it's not working for me. I win some and lose also some whenever I do and that's sort of enjoyable to me because I'm not at a total loss but having fun doing it. The same goes for real-life of a gamble, there's no sheet on me on how much I am spending, losing, and winning.
I don't have a total amount either because after winning comes losing afterwards. I could say that I have favorite games where I always try my luck but there's still no guarantee of winning. That's the risk of gambling where we could win a good profit but we'll still face losses especially if we'll never know how to deal with all of it. That's why we must withdraw our winnings right away and stop for a while. Winning always comes along with losing.
It's the cycle of gambling and we all knew about it. Whether we like it or not, we'll win and we'll still lose no matter how lucky we are, that's the reality that has to sink in.
It's up to you whether to record only your losses, your wins, or either both of them. There are gamblers that do that to track their progress and to know if they're doing good or not.
Sometimes, that record will make you realize that you should haven't gambled at all when it's quite huge already.