~ I have half an hour another country and the same thing happened to me as to you, I saw and entered the casinos, I saw how people moved their money, and they gambled large sums, actually I was embarrassed to bet very little with respect to them, I didn't want to be the one to make them laugh at them, and so I refrained because I really didn't think I was at their level even to be able to play, I don't know, I think I felt a little bad, maybe intimidated.
Interesting experience. I think it's good that you didn't try to "be on their level" and bet big amounts in order to get their respect. I actually can relate to your story. I'm almost always betting very small money, like $0.10 or $0.20, and sometimes I have exactly this feeling of embarrassment you mentioned, when I post about me winning $15 with 150x of my bet win, while other people would bet $10 instead of 10 cents, and win $1,500 with the same luck. But I try to banish feeling of embarrassment because I know, there's no shame in not being rich.
As long as you play gambling on gambling sites, throw away your shame when placing smaller bets, because they all won't know who you are, if you play gambling in real gambling then of course you will feel a different sensation, if you bet with an amount of money a small one, of course, everyone will glance at you, so as long as you are still playing on gambling sites, why should we have our poorest thoughts, because gambling sites don't see the amount of money we have, but how we can contribute to gambling.
After all, there is no prohibition for users who do not have big money to play on all gambling sites, if there is a ban it is likely that the gambling site will be empty of enthusiasts, and of course we will look for gambling sites that can appreciate small gamblers like gamblers. our..