I also guess that open a topic will not solve my problem but I want to try my luck with this way. I'll try to contact with JollyGood but I'm not sure if he reply me back or not. Also, if I open a new account maybe it's going to be another problem when I had multiple accounts in here. That's why I created this topic and want to find some other ways to solve this problem.
It's pointless to have created a thread like this one in the first place--you've been here long enough that surely you must know how the trust system works and that red trust is there to stay unless the giver of it decides to have mercy on you (which doesn't look like it's going to happen in JollyGood's case, and Lauda is effectively gone forever as far as any of us know).
Since you weren't banned, you fortunately have the luxury of making a new account in good faith, and nobody's going to give you shit about that unless it's discovered and it gets new negs from JollyGood or whoever else. I think you're just going to be beating your head against a rock, hoping for something that's never going to arrive.
I'd also point out that your account isn't ruined because of the feedback. You might not be able to get into a signature campaign, but you can do everything else with it.