If you didn't get my point, let's say that last week I only found 5 worthy forum users to send merit then that means I still have more smerits left to reward this week. That's what I mean.
Seriously? 5 worthy members of the forum

? You highly appreciate your merits. I'll tell you a little secret, and advise you to keep it simple. Why hoard? I doubt that all this time when you accumulated your merit, you did not come across good posts. In addition, you yourself rarely receive merit, and this also says something.
This whole circus would be suitable for someone who regularly receives merit and scatters merit after him.
Go to people with an open heart, don't be greedy, and it will come back to you a hundredfold.