Your current behavior strikes me as a gambling problem turn to debt problem in the making. The most logical answer to your situation is to quit at it and reinvest your time and effort to something else that is more valuable than the 1.3 million pesos you lost in the roulette like spending time with friends and families, or even investing something for yourself like picking up a new hobby. It's a good thing that you regained your losses in a different casino but that wouldn't always be the case so be mindful of your actions and how you spend your money. Then again at the end of the day it is always you who will do the decisions for your life, just a friend trying to help