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~ I also, don't have a good parent to have an example to but I'll try to be survived on my own and be someone that I want.
I sincerely wish you to succeed in this, my friend. It is not easy to live decently without an example in your own family, but it's possible if it is your goal, and you are working hard to achieve it.
I personally know 2 people from different families whose parents were gambling addicts, but these guys they don't follow their parents' example. In fact, they don't want to even hear about gambling.
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