Happiness is a thing of joy, either bear or bull run in the market, someone have to be happy as long you understand the game of cryptocurrency market, which is a game patients and also invest what you can afford to loss. The Bull run your expecting base on the day you make the post has turn to bear market, base on the current price of Matic as you mention from $1.28 - $0.88 and i believed your still happy if you did not sell that period, which is another opportunity to buy more from the dip.