Last days i lost around 10k and i want drugs to get me out out of bed what you suggest.
Do not use any illegal drugs regardless of how distressed you are.
For legal drugs, I am not a doctor to give you any prescription, but with just the use of important keywords for your case in Google, I would like you to visit and read these articles:
Anxiety MedicationStress: Symptoms and types of medicationsI thought of exploring more on the medications mentioned in these articles, but since I am not an expert, I decided not to do that. I don't want to cause harm instead of being helpful.