By working, we can issue the potential that exists in us, many experiences and new things that we get when working, for example is the experience of solving problems, working with teams and so on, by working then our day becomes productive so that it can make the future become better.
how can a human being live without working/being productive, all your expenses every day are not paid by the sky, you have to work to be able to meet the needs of your personal life and also your family.
I have also worked in a company and it is true that working in a company makes us able to work with other people as a team and train communication skills as well.
Since pandemic I did not work, the company where I stopped operational and made all employees stopped, I worked as a marketing of the house but I was happy because I had a lot of time so I could do a lot of things like farming and looking for other business opportunities. Sometimes something that we think is bad but can be good if we always think positive.
one positive thing that I see from you is that you are a hard worker, you understand your responsibilities as a human being, you can even see good opportunities even though you are at home.
take training or seminars about farming because it will benefit you. maybe when you become a farmer, your fortune will be wide open and you will become a successful farmer.