Look back, see what you've done wrong (futures is not trading, is gambling; also using money you don't afford to lose is something written everywhere to avoid doing) and improve for the next year.
Look back and see that it worth learning instead of jumping head first into the first promise, usually one too good to be true. Replace greed with learning and cool mind and you may recover your loses someday.

...Instead, if you blame others for your mistakes you will never improve. It's up to you.