I've spent some good quality time on here in the forum and I've realized it's factor not feelings.
Most of the activities based here are facts not feelings  and there were times I wrote on topics and deep down my heart, I was expecting some real much accolades but ended up with nothing but lots of criticism, at some points I was letting my feelings decide for me but I stopped and started facing reality and then I realized life in general is about facts and not feelings.