You are a good person, especially your presence in this forum sir, because many people get money from you here, and that is a very noble deed. And from here you get a lot of rewards and I'm sure God will help and restore what you experience and feel, may God always protect and take good care of you sir.
I was so sad to read it until I read it very carefully because I didn't expect that behind your kindness there was a big problem that you had to fight for, keep up the spirit and always be a good person, because God always protects and helps good people like you.