Its takes courage to speak on something this personal. I spent half of last year wearing a cast on my leg. I had to use walking aid to go about. After spending much money and hope on medication and therapy, after months of supposed treatment the doctors recommended I undergo surgery. The surgery was expensive and I had to sell my coins and some assets at a loss to cover the expenses. I thought it will all be over immediately after the surgery, but I find the recovery process can be long. I can walk now and only little pain on my knee year. The whole experience weighed on my mental health, I have been battling with depression, and that reflected in my activity on the forum. I admire your strength and the way you protect your mental health even in this difficult time.