Whatever your condition, whatever the cost you have to spend and we are here only able to pray for your well-being. OP you have to stay strong and the disease shouldn't take away a lot of joy on your face, but we really never escape from one problem or another.
Sometimes we can't take good care of our health, we are too busy with work, about money and other things, even though there are many problems that we are not aware of from the start in the body. Look at how many people are willing to work overtime for money, reduce sleep hours, keep their eyes awake in front of PCs and smartphones just because of money. We are indeed guilty of the body which actually should not be done continuously. In the end I realized that money doesn't mean much when health is taken away by disease. Stay strong for you.