Hoping for your fast healing and speedy recovery --I know you don't know me and we dont have talked personally but your story really touched my heart, wishing that you will be okay soon and find a good doctor for your surgery. I dont know how Canadian health agencies work but why does it always matter their service on how much you will pay I thought they have advanced technology for this since they are one of the richest countries. When it comes to health, there should not be poor or rich which made me think it is an unfair world.
But hey --stay strong and I know you are very strong, age does not matter at all --I dont know your love story but I think you need to find a girl that makes your heart beat fast ^{[no kidding]}, they are just like your brain releases hormones such as adrenaline, dopamine, and norepinephrine, that makes your heart beat faster and stronger.