Hello @yahoo62278 the truth is that what you have been through is very hard, and you have known how to fight and that is something excellent, remember that you never have to stop fighting and never lose motivation, "God does not put tests that are above our capacities" so you can get out of this very well, what I can help you a lot from now on is through my prayer, which is very powerful and I know that this is what is most needed for you to improve and to recover more of your health, that It is possible, it is not impossible, we are all human, we have all needed it at some point, do not lose faith at any time.
I don't know if you have found out, but in South Korea they have the best medical care in the world, because in that country the government has dedicated a lot of money so that they can have a breakthrough, there they have free care and they are the ones that have the best technology for any disease, doctors know many languages to be able to care for people from all over the world, maybe it is a door that you can touch, the important thing is that you can recover your health, I know that Heavenly Father God will help you, you have to fill yourself up more of strength, a lot of strength, that is what is needed.