So brave to share this story and somehow I know you are afraid of the consequences that might happen on your medical journey. But even though you are facing to many challenges still you need to look after those people who believe that you can make it. Just look after your wife and your children so that you will have positive mindset to face this challenge in life also if you are scared surrender all your worries to our lord god and he will wipe all out those bothering on your mind.

Come back more stronger this community also your love ones need a person like you. Cheer up man you can make it.