Why post this you ask? The main reason is to show you that even though some of you think I am lucky and probably live a rich and lavish life, I am human and have everyday problems like all of you. If you'll notice, my issues are hereditary meaning passed on from my family. I urge all of you to get checked and get your kids checked. Whether it be mental health or physical health, it is very important to make sure you are in the best condition you can be in. Don't put it off, get tested ASAP. Not all issues will be obvious and can only be found through testing.
I think some users get carried away on the forum, and assume because you've been around a long time, then that automatically makes you rich. We sort of idolize the users that have been here a long time, simply because we think they're more experienced, and have capitialised on the market.
The reality of it is; as you say. Normal people doing normal things. Most users here missed out on the sudden rise of Bitcoin, and probably wasn't expecting it so soon even if they somewhat predicted it would at some point increase to the levels we've seen. I personally never saw it rising this fast, and gaining this much mainstream attention.
Anyhow, I wish you the best yahoo62278. Being somewhat young you'll have a better chance recovering from this, but it's sad to hear you're experiencing these sort of troubles early on in life. I know its a little weird for a stranger to be wishing you the best, and it can almost seem disingenuous, but I sincerely hope that you'll make a fast recovery; since you've become an important figure in the community, for various different reasons, which vary from user to user.