What?
What did I just read?
Many people are passing through different challenges of life, but if the person can find time to drop a post here we will feel that all is well.
I only had idea of your ill health when you mistakenly accepted a campaign participant twice in same campaign and someone made a joke about you being drunk and posting. Until you clarified the situation that you were working from hospital bed.

Be courageous and avoid fear, fear kills faster than death. You will overcome. Shalom!