The dream of owning one bitcoin is the dream of many people, and we can understand OP's desire, but actually he risked too much when borrowing a large amount of money to invest in bitcoin. Because to get profit from bitcoin, we have to calculate by year while OP's interest to pay the bank is monthly. I'm afraid given the current situation, since bitcoin has never experienced something like this before, bear season will last longer, which will definitely be bad for the OP. Hopefully, he has a backup plan for the worst if it happens.
Yes, it really is a choice.
But not by pushing myself, I was seen taking money in the bank in 2016, it literally imprisoned me for a monthly fee. OP takes a big risk when he doesn't have a backup plan for monthly fees to be paid to the bank, because the bearish season is likely to last for a long time, so the investment OP makes will have an impact on withdrawing money. We hope the OP can sort it out and have a backup plan going forward in the current month, so it doesn't get into trouble with the bank and says bitcoin is not a viable investment.
Because I believe that when bitcoin experiences a severe correction and demands for bank monthly fees cannot be resolved, the OP will act beyond predictions and it is in this condition that many people say bitcoin is unable to solve the problem, even though he did something without a mature forecast and strategy.