I feel emotional while reading your story. You're an amazing but behind that amazingness as what we'd known you through the forum, just as you've said we all have our own battles. I'm praying for your recovery and the upcoming surgery that everything's going to be fine. I know how it feels because my daughter was also diagnosed but with a different disease early 2nd quarter of this year but she's now in good condition and healthy again, thank God. I hate to see it on how the hospital, staff and nurses had treated me and my daughter as if we're not worth of their time so, I do really understand how it feels when you've told the first part of your story regards on how these medical staff treats their patient.
Always take some fresh air and don't worry that much yahoo, I know that your situation now is tough but being worry free will give you some nice energy and it's good for you to avoid thinking a lot and stress.