Firstly welcome to the forum, you're in the right place, consider every criticize that come later as a means of educating you. In addition to all the above users have highlighted, I'll like to encourage you to participate more in your local baord and when you're well founded with the forum you can come back to the main board. Avoid plagiarism if you want your stay here to be long and also learn to go straight to your point.

You spoke about things you can't achieve on your own and didn't mention them, it'll make more sense if you had mention them so people here can help you with resources that'll help you understand those things. We have so many well equipped members here that can help you with whatever you need irrespective of what areas they're based in.

Once again welcome to the forum, keep your head down and be really interesting in learning and not be camouflaging to gain the love of the community since people here are always interested in people's that wants to learn. Goodluck on your stay.