This forum seriously breaks people
If breaking equates to empowering, then okay.
LOL you're obviously a broken man -- something broke inside you and now you're taking it out on anyone who will listen -- and you know what? Its not our fault.
You could still try to suck it up and start repairing yourself. It's totally up to you. Until then,
Welcome to Ignoreland.
It is obvious to anyone here that you are ashamed of mishandling your bitcoin stack.