Not everything goes as doctors hope, but it's great that they don't give up. Thank you for posting but you'll have to have the wine alone. I'm no longer allowed to have alcohol, even after a transplant.
You also have to be optimistic, the doctor will try to do his best for your recovery. Do you believe in the power of prayer? We are here always praying for your safety.
You are not alone, forum members are always supporting you so you can get out of the operating room safely. God will hear the prayers of good people and will give healing to good people.