Of course not lol, I end up gambling it away in the same place I got it so freeitco.in basically loses nothing, it also gives me lottery tickets and more reward points and lambo tickets too but I won none of that so far which means that I do not deposit much here, been a while since I last did, but I haven't withdrawn any money from here neither since the same times hence there is a net balance between me and freebitco.in, there is no profit nor a loss for neither of us in the same way.
The good ol' gambling temptation, huh? Happened to me as well during the recent World Cup. Can't stop them itchy fingers when those two teams had neck-to-neck chances, yet still lost

Well there is nothing to be ashamed of. Its completely natural to want to gamble sometimes. Especially during times when there is a huge global event going and everyone is gambling on who will win, who will lose and so on...
The amount of team analysis people do is insane. I do not have the patience nor the motivation to research stuff like that before I put in a bet. From my own subjective perspective, gambling is supposed to be fun, not a research chore.
Either way, it always feels like its impossible to tell who has a better chance than someone else.