There's nothing I can provide that would prove my innocence. I would like to kill myself right now but I would prefer another alternative as I have two kids whom I would very much like to see grow up.
Don't say that! It's just a "little" money and not the end of the world! We will not open a scam accusation because of something like that. Sure it went really bad but as I said no end of the world. The most important thing is that you straighten it out.