You have no idea how difficult it is for one man to answer posts here, as well as get any serious work done...
You are absolutely correct, yet again...I apologize and feel bad
(i may elaborate/expand on this reply in next day or so. In other words, grovel more...haha)
edit: I am haunted by the totalitarian nightmare that exists today and suicidal? (not best choice of word or meaning but gets point across) picturing "If you want a vision of the future, imagine a boot stamping on a human face - forever. George Orwell"
So am desperately seeking "hope" So again apologize for pressure. I will say flatly, not to be "fanboi" you have given me "hope" but I had "hope" with Obama so am easily fooled and a sucker.
(I have a wonderful life and family, 'suicidal' is a metaphor...'depressed' is to weak...'haunted' is accurate)No need for anyone to respond to this post. I am just revealing myself and thoughts to the NSA.