yes i usually chase otherwise i feel beaten up like a loser is the worse feeling. i and you want to break anything around you.
feeling pathetic. but then i win and i felt good again.
Typical example of a gambling addiction.
I dont know should we congratulate you on your current winnings or warn you of your future ahead with this type of addiction. It doesnt seem bright enough to me. And the amount you are playing with is also quite large (atleast for a major portion of the countries in the world). Be safe mate and atleast make sure you enjoy a bit or help your family with those winnings you made today. Dont bet all in with it again. Thats all I can say!