jamalaezaz, may be you need to become active in the community again. A great way to rebuild lost reputation is to communicate and spread hands to help others. If you are logging in once or twice a month and expecting things to change, I don't think it will work. Many are saying many things. Some are saying to give you another chance and some closed their doors. I am with the first group. You started to mess up from 2018 and it's long years have past. To be honest, it's hard to understand someone who you don't meet regularly and have discussion regularly.
And be honest.
A second chance? Sure thing! Why stop at two when you can have a third, fourth, and maybe even a fifth chance?
Funny, you were not even registered in the forum when everything was happening but you are good to make a call.