2021 I started my journey here in crypto, I was lucky because I was able to invest in other cryptos before it went all the way up. NFTs, P2E games, airdrops and hyped shitcoins lol. Of course I earned a lot and since it's my first time I became very confident thinking I'm so smart lol

. I have more money to spare, so I end up investing left and right carelessly thinking i will earn more but the truth is majority of those i have invested are lost money because of bear market, scam projects and rugpulled shitcoins. I think I am not for crypto

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From your story line I didn't see anything connected to ego but ignorance and greed, particularly from someone that's wants it all by all means presented to you. There was was no attitude or mentality to learn, to do few research about what you were about to get into, all you wanted was just to earn without putting in energy to first learn. And that was the cause of your careless investment and not that you are not for crypto.