From the look of things, ops some is growing up in the knowledge that you need and while at that you are advised never to invest what you can not let go for a couple of years, Bitcoin is not a get-rich-quick scheme and at that, you need to have strong patient and motivation.

Unlike what you presented,  it seems you lack every attribute of a Bitcoin hodler.

And going forward I will like to advise you to avoid selling personal belonging to invest in Bitcoin, bitcoin investment should be based on spear cash because of its volatility.